Why just dip your toe in when you can dive in and get the whole feeling?
Just breathe in even though what your seeing, you still don't believe in.
I still love you,and im still grieving
On all the memories that I pretended died when I realised I had to leave you.
Im still in the deep end
But I know someday I'll be living the life ive always dreamed of.
In the shallow end
But for now im still in the murky waters,with the dead fishes,regrets and my heart which is not blood red. See-through.
Like the mirror I stare at only my eyes in.
My eyes are the only things that matter anymore
They carry the drive, how i am and how im feeling.
what my emotions are.
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